What's going through my head 🤯
Life, mindset, ambition & dodging flying rocks 🚀
🚀 The Hustler’s Dilemma #
I’m Ambitious. Wired different. Wanna win in life — all in. Money 💰, communication 🗣, tech 💻, gym gains 💪, and yeah… women 😏.
I don’t think it’s about being flashy. It’s about wanting freedom. The power to say, “I’m good” — anytime, anywhere. And that’s where the hunger comes from.
But here’s the thing nobody tells you:
The trap for ambitious people?
The journey. 🗿
💤 (Boring Bit #1 – The Nature of Goals) #
When you write your goals on paper, everything feels so certain.
- “Build a product.”
- “Make 10k/month.”
- “Buy an apartment.”
- “Network with high-level people”
- “Get six-pack abs”
But these aren’t real goals. These are results.
The real goal is showing up every day when you feel like a pancake 🥞
The real goal is staying sane during long plateaus.
🎢 Adrenaline Spike – Living on Fire #
Imagine climbing endless Chinese stairs while life is hurling random-sized rocks at you 😩. You dodge 9 out of 10, but that 1? It hits. Boom. Inconsistency.
You keep grinding… “I made it!” 🎉
Until… there’s another mountain 🏔 — and it’s a freakin’ treadmill. Miss a step, and you’re back at square one.
Yeah, life’s wild like that.
🔥 My (Slightly Crazy) Dream #
I wanted it all — wealth, health, and women… lots of women (don’t judge 😂).
It’s primal. It’s raw. It’s real.
But here’s a truth I didn’t get from TikTok:
✨ You can’t call money vanity if you’ve never had it. Mic drop.
Most people who call wealth “overrated” haven’t paid rent in full since high school.
Money gives you options.
Options = power.
And when you’ve never had power, you chase it like your life depends on it.
💤 (Boring Bit #2 – The Skill Stack) #
So I picked up a few ideas.
- Learn to code
- Understand product-market fit
- Build something people want
- Use distribution platforms (e.g. social media, marketplaces)
Not glamorous. Just real. Most success stories aren’t about talent. They’re about people who could sit and do one boring thing repeatedly — better than everyone else.
💥 Adrenaline – The Obsession Phase #
I went all in:
- Woke up early ⏰
- Whiteboarded my life 🧠
- Burned the candle till the wax dripped into my soul
“This is my Plan A, B, C… and even D!”
I was making moves, dodging doubt, sprinting with grit, until…
Month 1: “I can’t actually built this, without knowing this.”
Month 2: “Wait… I have to learn THAT too?”
Month 3: “Oh snap, I’m behind schedule.”
And that’s when it hit:
😐 It’ll take longer than I thought.
Not because I’m not smart. But because this is just how long things take when you’re building something real.
🧠 Mindset Muscles #
Okay okay, jokes aside 😂
Let’s get real (again):
I’m still on this journey — probably for the next 10 years (yikes). But it’s kinda fun when you zoom out and see the bigger picture 📸.
Goals & Lessons (Some boring. Some brilliant.) #
1. Dream BIG, Expect Small 🌱 #
Everyone wants the mansion now. But the universe is like, “Chill bro, pay the price.” Installments of Uncertainty. Sacrifice. Work. It’s coming.
Real power is in delayed gratification.
Anyone can want it today. Few can wait till it’s ripe 🍇.
2. You > The Goal #
Your mental health isn’t a luxury. It’s the engine. You break down = everything breaks down.
I used to think, “If I just push a little harder…”
Then I realized: burnout doesn’t ask for permission. It happens quietly. 😶🌫️
3. Stuff Will Go Wrong 💥 #
If you expect smooth, life feels rough.
If you expect chaos, you ride it like a surfer. 🏄
4. It’s About the Goal… But Love the Process 🎢 #
Otherwise, it’s just torture in a hoodie.
5. Let Go of Outcomes 🧘♂️ #
If you only feel good when you win, you’ll feel like crap 90% of the time.
You were enough before the win. You’ll be enough even if you lose.
Value comes from being. Not getting.
6. Still Gotta Work Your 🍑 Off #
No way around this one. Get up. Show up. Shut up and push.
⚔️ Life’s Contradictions #
📉 The Human Value Glitch #
The world screams:
“You’re only valuable if you’re rich, handsome, have women, abs, followers, charisma, a Bugatti…”
But guess what?
People who get those things still end up wondering:
“Why don’t I feel better?”
You get the abs, the millions, the freedom.
And yet… it’s quiet. Sometimes too quiet.
You thought you’d feel like a king.
Instead, it’s just Tuesday.
I’m not saying don’t chase success — I am. But don’t expect it to fill you.
It’s not a cup. It’s a mirror.
🌶️ Why We’re Really Here #
Here’s the boring truth wrapped in a spicy analogy:
Life = Plain rice.
Adrenaline = Salt.
Chaos = Pepper.
Hope = Hot sauce.
Too much of any? It’s a mess.
But just the right blend? Chef’s kiss 👨🍳
That’s why we grind. That’s why we suffer.
It’s to feel something. To live a life that isn’t flat.
That’s the Great Composition 🎼
💤 (Boring Bit #3 – The Research) #
You dive into:
- Evolutionary psychology 🧠
- Female hypergamy😬
- The dopamine economy 💡
- The need for challenge and scarcity
And you realize…
Humans don’t value ease.
We value effort. We want things we almost can’t have.
It’s not broken. That’s just the design.
🎤 Final Thoughts (For Now) #
This blog?
Long. Random. Real.
Just like life.
But if you got this far, then hey — maybe I sparked something 🤘
One day I’ll write a 500-word banger.
Maybe tell you how you’re literally God (👀)
But that’s for another day.
Peace✌️